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[ September 10th, 2007 • 8:00pm ] |
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tired.
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[ June 14th, 2007 • 2:31am ] |
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life is calm right now.
i am very much in love.
i have a new bestfriend.
i feel like painting,
and taking pictures,
and making stuff.
but everything cost money.
and it's 2:40 in the morning.
i have just figured out that i don't have a clue of what i want to be when i get older.
i thought i had it all planned out.
but then it just turned into something in the medical field.
now it's i don't know.
it's wierd because for as long as i can remember i wanted to be one thing.
now i have a year to decide.
blah.
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[ May 29th, 2007 • 2:58pm ] |
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[ May 2nd, 2007 • 9:12pm ] |
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i need to catch up on things.
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[ March 23rd, 2007 • 6:43pm ] |
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[ March 14th, 2007 • 9:16pm ] |
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i was sitting in algebra 2 today
and blaine says
"man, junior year is so much different then all of the past years"
and suddenly i realized everything that happened this year
it has been one crazy ride
it had its good times and its bad
its changed me yet kept me the same
its strengthened my love for phillip
its shown me what friends really are
thank you guys who have:
helped me
build me up when i was down
loved me
it means alot
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[ March 8th, 2007 • 7:26am ] |
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ortho app. this morning
i get to go gag
yay.
but i got to miss first hour
so that's cool
phillip came tell me goodmorning
i love that boy.
my room is empty
because they are changing the cat pee
carpet the last owners of this house left us
we bought everything for my party
but the 24th seems so far away
i havent seen monet in awhile
poop
this weekend
maybe a movie night
seeing 300
adam's band
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[ February 24th, 2007 • 10:29am ] |
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[ February 21st, 2007 • 9:27pm ] |
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btw...  inside and out bigger then big more then words can say from head to toe i cant stop and i wont it happens so fast and yet so slow he is like a drug and im an addict and that is the smallest fraction of what i feel for him |
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[ February 21st, 2007 • 6:38pm ] |
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[ January 29th, 2007 • 3:27pm ] |
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so everyone grows and learns, right?
well im learning that i cant make everyone happy
no matter how hard i try
even though i want you to be happy
lately ive been trying to make everyone happy
but were does that leave me
in my circle of friends we all have problems, weaknesses, or disorders
and i cant fix that
but im here when you need me
i cant sit here and be torn apart by this anymore
it hurts
so to each and every friend in my circle
i want you to know that im here
i cant fix you
i cant even fix me
but i am here to comfort, talk, and just be there for you
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[ January 16th, 2007 • 4:33pm ] |
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finding chelsea...
is what i intend to do.
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[ January 12th, 2007 • 8:37pm ] |
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last night i got a five dollar tip and a piece of cookie cake at work.
today i woke up at 5.
took a shower and got ready.
then my dad and i went to baton rouge to get my car fixed.
dropped the car off.
rental car.
mall.
beignets at cafe du monde.
prom dresses.
lots-o-walking.
lunch at ralph and kacoo's.
yum.
car wasn't ready till 5 something.
long ride home full of road rage.
all in all
lotsoflaughs.
afewtears.
(even if they were not seen)
a really good time.
so i get home.
i wanted to spent time with the family.
ya know, hangout and watch a movie.
but mom is aggravated.
so im sitting here writing this lj while she takes her bath.
well i hope everyone is good.
i'm going watch tv with my dad.
...when i listen to that song,
i want to be little agian,
i don't want to grow up,
i don't want to leave.
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[ December 29th, 2006 • 4:41pm ] |
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so life right now is basically
happy
confusing
crazy
calm
all around weird
and at this moment in time i'm ok with that
we shall see what tomorrow holds
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[ December 28th, 2006 • 10:30am ] |
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Yesterday barn to see em ride nick came em won taco bell with em, mickey, and nick em went to a doctor’s appointment mickey went play with her new dog raven’s house to pick up raven amber dean’s house to leave a message on her driveway antique store nick, raven, and i chipped in to buy jonah a board that says “thank you jesus” raven and nick’s house to drop them off movies to see eragon with phil good movie nick’s house to pick him up to go to the mall em and mickey were there we shopped for pants and panties nick just kinda stood there ha nick’s house one last time past up the street on the home home 2 phone calls aim Today home who knows em is leaving me for 4-5 days… :’(
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[ December 26th, 2006 • 11:03am ] |
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hope you had a very merry christmas, kids
i recieved a camera, an easle, clothing, money, and other stuff...
thanx guys!
<333
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[ December 19th, 2006 • 6:01pm ] |
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so i think this is the plan...
ill give up on guys:
ill break up with garrett
ill give up on friends:
im not aloud to talk to/see my bestfriend aka phillip
my mom is no longer claiming me as a friend
ill focus on school
ill work all the time:
all the money i make ill spend on books and movies
ill sit on the sofa and get fat
maybe then i wouldnt hurt anyone
ill forget about feelings
mine dont matter
not trying to be emo or anything, guys
but thanx mom
i love you too
edit:
maybe this would make everyone happier
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[ December 18th, 2006 • 8:51pm ] |
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there is to much to say
but those who matter know
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[ December 3rd, 2006 • 10:05am ] |
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not talking to your best friend for a few days sucks.
just thought that you he should know.
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[ November 23rd, 2006 • 9:10am ] |
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Happy Thanksgiving, kids.
<33
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[ November 14th, 2006 • 8:35pm ] |
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despite the fact that its no ones business
me and phillip are best friends
and that's not changing
if you want to know something just ask
dont talk behind my back about the boy i like
are send me stupid pictures
ill tell you all about it if you just ask
ok?
im done.
me and phil went watch flushed away tonight...
it was funny
i love that kid..
enough said.
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[ October 30th, 2006 • 7:45pm ] |
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i get to go to monet's halloween party...
thank you jesus!
<333
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[ October 25th, 2006 • 10:26pm ] |
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I can most definitely say that i have never in my life been so stressed over an assignment.
STRESSED!!
i mean so stressed that i cried.
yeah.
one more day lost to hopson.
i worked on it from the time i got home to 5 min. ago.
i finished it thanks to my mom.
i didnt have time to eat dinner.
and im tired.
i want to talk to phil.
just waiting for him to call.
to hear his voice
thats all i need.
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[ October 23rd, 2006 • 5:34pm ] |
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[ October 12th, 2006 • 9:59pm ] |
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today.
school.
not smelling is a great advantage in lab.
ask tyler, garrett, or adam.
ha.
i love the fact that hopson can't dislike me.
i sit between her and tyler everyday in the circle.
i sit in the front when we sit in rows.
and i answer questions and speak during discussions.
after school i got my car fixed.
it shall no longer smell like crayons.
i was amazed, as always, at how well my mother knows me.
i received a memo board with pins
a purse
and a shirt when i got home.
: )
i feel very accomplished because i cleaned my room
and threw a lot of junk away.
i have to go to the orthodontists tomorrow.
so i will be late for school.
phillip said, "hi."
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